I know kita tgh dalam keadaan genting sekarang. I know I'm so fuck up. I've ruined everything. But please, I'm so sorry about this. Yeah I admit it, I've hurt you a lot. I know but please let me carry on this. Let me make things right this time. Im sorry dear.

I’m sorry,
for not keeping up
and letting you down.

I’m sorry,
for being this way
if there’s something I could do or say..

I’m sorry,
I pushed so hard
to make your life easier.

I’m sorry,
I try to live a normal life
to pretend there’s nothing wrong.

I’m sorry,
I don’t look as sick as I feel,
perhaps I should make an effort to look that way.
But I digress..

I’m sorry,
I couldn’t fulfil a promise
and it left you in the lurch.

I’m sorry,
I told you there’d be days..
and here we are..

I’m sorry,
because it’s all my fault,
but it’s out of my control.

I’m sorry,
that I didn’t see that
it would turn out this way.
I shouldn’t have expected less..

I’m sorry,
that it’ll only get worse in time,
because there’s no cure for being let down.

I’m sorry,
that I couldn’t be the friend,
that you wanted me to be.

I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry.

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