that was my question, at the caption and the title. who am I right now? is it the same person that you always thinking about? the same person that you dreamt when you fall asleep? I always wondering that I'm still the same person in your life.

i found the answer, but it keep my tears to drop. yes, the answer was no. if I wrong, please let me know. if you still hoping something from me, just let me know. but the truth is, your mother know nothing about it. 

you can keep your anger, you still can hate me, but that not the reason for me to stop from loving and care about you. here something for you, from the deepest of my heart, Im seeking for your apologize, dear Nur Izzati bt. Abd Malik, dengan rendah diri, saya memohon maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. 

yes I know it cant change the past, but that was my effort for not to repeat the same mistake. awak, saya rindu awak. satu lagi soalan, awak masih simpan barang barang saya?

p/s: “Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.”