I know that is 3 a.m.,
I know that I need to sleep,
but I am afraid that if I closed my eyes,
I will see you in my dreams
and we will fall in love all over again.


But then I will wake up and face
the cold realization.
that you are not in love with me,
even though I am so deeply in love with you
and I'll have to live one more day
thinking that somehow
I can get you back.

So please,
don't let me fall asleep
-abang-